a dream-loving girl called YALI

my company is going to be merged at the end of this year
everyone, including me, is waiting for the org. chart coming out but still no news so far
it's really struggling for us to make a decision whether to stay or just leave
if u choose to stay u'll gonna have end-year bonus for 2 months...really attractive, huh
but before the money going to ur pocket, i think u need to pay double time & double energy to integrate/settle donw everything...kind of horrible but inevitable for sure...
u'll not know what's ur purpose of working day & night...even it may lose ur health, ur smile & ur goal
on the other hand, if u choose to leave, u'll get little money (for example, 0.5 month of salary for those who work for 1 yr) but u'll feel fucking free & u'll no longer have to face those shit
if u were me, what's ur decision?
pathetic & poor me...honestly speaking, staying here with those do-nothing people, all passion will be gone eventually...but alas...still gonna face the music...since u know, how can u refuse the money u deserve?
fight fight & be strong enough cuz there'll be a war waiting for me